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94/8

Today I have 8 days of abstinence.  This is the most time I've ever had.  I think this, combined with my 94 days of sobriety is making me a little more emotional than usual.  Yesterday I was supposed to take a chip at a meeting I go to, and I was too scared to get up in front of the room.  I think I had a panic attack or something.  Well, I sneaked out before they called my name but some people actually followed me.  I feel pretty humiliated and I don't know how I'm going to go back to that meeting.